Take it from me: you don't know what absolute defeat feels like until you've seen your worst enemy's nuts slapping against your crush's face as he's going balls deep into her little mouth.
She's your best friend and crush since ever but you never even kissed her. In the meantime so many other guys had at least a quickie with her in the bathroom or at a party. Even at your bd party a guy fucked her and cummed on her face in your bed. That ds