18 f/5"2/50 kgs/ Former athlete. I used to be 45kg, all lean and muscle and I know 5kgs isn't that much and I still look okay, but I just have troubles accepting the fact that I have gained weight and I've lost my lean and muscular tone and won't be able

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[IG] Yeah its blurry, but I'd have trouble holding the camera still, too.

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[F] Still having trouble

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Whipping it out ain't always easy, but you'd make it worth the effort right? I have such trouble putting it away when it's still hard

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