I grew up in a cult, I've been raped, and my best friend killed himself. It brings tears to my eyes typing this but thank you all for being so accepting and kind as a community! This community feels like my home, I have been lurking for years. My point is
If I could I'd wish it all away if I thought tomorrow would take you away, you're my peace of mind, my home, my center. I'm just trying to hold on one more day. Dim my eyes!!!