After my week of chastity and obedience Goddess decided I deserved some release. Although having been ruined so many times in a single day I think by the end she found it more pleasurable and rewarding than I did.
Just be proud that your girl is finally getting the cock she deserves. Be proud of the fact that she’s servicing that big black cock. Just focus on work while you know she’s taking it in your bed at home. Accept it.