She's a feminist and she knows well her rights for rejecting the men she dislikes; but when she likes a man, she knows she has to please him with her best qualities.
She didn't want to cheat on you with her best guy friend and she didn't want to get pregnant either so she figured this was fine. It didn't go in her so that's ok right?
She knew she is being raped ,she felt her rights violated ,she felt guilt of cheating ,she felt totally ashamed for embracing the man tightly in her arms who raped her and is fucking her raw on her marital bed.