22/229/5'4 I just got surgery and this is my starting point (as well as my incision that hurts more than it looks). I lost 10 pounds from being in too much pain to walk to my kitchen this past week. I'll post better pictures when I can stand longer.
In other words: own destruction, degradation and pain is still and as well another "kind of benefit or pleasure" a person can offer and submit when they're so inferior (women) that they can't produce any positive creation that is important and superior