She knew she is being raped ,she felt her rights violated ,she felt guilt of cheating ,she felt totally ashamed for embracing the man tightly in her arms who raped her and is fucking her raw on her marital bed.
She's your best friend and crush since ever but you never even kissed her. In the meantime so many other guys had at least a quickie with her in the bathroom or at a party. Even at your bd party a guy fucked her and cummed on her face in your bed. That ds