I used to touch myself like this while doing homework, and sometimes surreptitiously in class, hand under the desk, tracing the seams of my shorts with the end of my pen
Upon turning [27], I sometimes find myself doubting the positive strides I've taken in self image. I can't always reconcile what I see in the mirror with what's in my mind. This stuff takes work - a little bit, every day. 138 lbs, 5'9