Before she banned you totally from sex and locked your dick in a cage - she wouldn’t let you cum without a condom period. Now, your best friend gets to cum wherever he wants to on her. I guess that’s what he gets for being a real man.
Put on your sister's clothes and makeup, or mommies, or roommates, or buy your own. Just be a pretty white sissy faggot. You have no exscuse not to be pretty for real men. You too can be a pretty little girl, just like u/outdoors_but_inside