Your wife even hasn’t kissed you in in 5 months. And back before you were a cuck she said “sucking dick is gross” but look at she is with your roommate...She is HIS slut. It took a real man to bring out this side of her didn’t it?
Your wife was surprised to see you when she was getting drilled by your bully. But she knew you were a pussy to confront them. So she gave you a smile.
Your wife is pretty much just a sex object for your bully. Nothing but a toy for him. So why would he share his sex object with you? Isn't it only reasonable you never get to see her naked again? He owns her tits, not you.